erm, my firefox jus crashed and burned out all that i jus wrote! sian ji bua sia!
ok. Noticed something. I myself have this habit of suddenly saying 'sian'. and i relised something. When u say sian, altho the person u are tokin to will most probably nod and agree and probably' ya lor', that one vile word of yours actualli starts to mutilate and work its magic. Serious! i realised that when someone says sian to me, i will agree and shrug 'oh well'. But after a while, the conversation does start to turn downihlll and u oso feel a sense of SIANNESS. dunno why oso and it all arises cos that person probably has nothing to say or is too lazy to think of a topic to talk abt. Think abt it carefully, it does happen right? everibodi carelessly blurts out the sian word and soon, the whole area will be sianified. This i call, the sian theory. On the other hand, when u say u're happy, the person will think u are siao! where got people say ownself happy suddenly one... budden, u realise that that person's 'silly' remark actualli has that uplifting effect on you. even the most stupid thing like 'tau suan' or the trademark 'firm!' can loosen up the most tense situation. ahaha veri soon u will be like two perverts firming each other but hey, at least u are happier now!

i officially declare the top part of my entry CRAP.. i dun even noe what am i talkin.. oh well.. life has been kinda sian.. ( do u feeeeeeel the same suddenly? ) why leh? i oso dunno.. SIAN hmmm realised class is realli muggish. its like omg.. sian lar! see alreadi oso feel compelled to study cos i have that unique characteristic that the majority of us have. kia-ness.. kia-su and kia-si! i admit i myself veri kiasi.. i dun wan myself to fail the exams and that's is probably why i TRY to mug. Kia-su is abt the same. i dun wan to lose everibodi in my class when results are out. and den there is the other kia that i luckily dun have. kia-bor. YES, this applies to mr HONG.. ahaha! ranting and raving and swearing like a madman in games, he seems amazingly tame and gentle when he's with someone. Poking here Poking dere, bending over and bending under, head placed far and head placed near somewhere, i wonder what are u doin... ahahaha!! siao lar! show her who's the boss man!
there's this man hu regularly takes 55 at 5plus like that. saw him a couple of times le.. hmm firstly, he likes to cock and jus jibber his head front and back front and back while listeing to his mp3.. hmm one thing, he jibbers VIOLENTLY ( even more so den some other race ) he is a chinese btw., oh and that's not racist so i hope not to see ani police when i wake up tml. well.. u maybe thinkin.. 'he's listening to heavy metal or rock?' Nope! he's listening to those type of can hear water droplets, summer sonanta kinda feeling.. real soothing and there's no lyrics. hmm i noe cos he ons his mp3 till max volumme..well.. that's still ok, infact its normal. then there are the times he, all of a sudden, starts to shout 'DIE... *mumble mumble* DIE!'. That is scary. serious. it scared the heck out of me the first time.. and i was sitting beside him. tok abt sui.. that's not the end, in fact he even started to bang his head on the vertical metal bar where the 'stop bus' buttons are situated.. and when i say bang, i mean BANG. hmm something mus have reall shocked him that much.. i jus hope he'll recover one day and he made me realise how truly lucky we realli are. its not so much the 'we can play, ucannot play normally' 'we are smart, u are not' factors.. its the acceptance of society part. seriously, who will actualli go and counsel him or tok to him? and in that particular bus journey, it was veri obvious the commuters shunned the seat where he was sitted. its like there was a repelling effect and that realli sucks. when someone is ill, shldn't he be helped? even tho i was sitting beside him, that few times i was petrified because i was scared he will start saying 'DIE' in my face. imagine the saliva. but.. i've made up my mind..... to never take 55 again!! ahahahaha gotcha.. Actualli, i realli feel sorry for him.. but i guess there's nothing normal citizens like me can do to help except behavin normally instead of the avoiding. SIAN...
hmm its almost 1 alreadi.. shall go catch some sleep. gd night blog!

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