Wednesday, November 28, 2007
What's up with the human mind? Why are some people sad most of the time? Is it to gain reassurances that they still have friends? To create a chance to feel sorry for themselves? Or is it really cause they lead such tragic lives. And then, there are those who are the total opposite. Cheery Sunshiney? Is it to let others not worry too much about them? Is it to mask their inner sorrows? Or is it really cause they lead such happy lives? Weird.. I think it's really hard to see through the facade of it all. I always thought i could read others well /enough. But sometimes, i get so sure that i think to myself that i lord over the world. That others are 'inferior'. How horrible and freaky. And to think i pride myself over being a /nice guy. HA!
Anyway, it was kbox with the army peeps yest. I think it's (Karaoke) a really good way of bonding and letting loose all those angst in you. Yelling and nodding your head to the thumping beats of 'high' songs before releasing the emotional you by belting a ballad takes you through a rollercoaster ride that few other activities can do. And to think I used to think Karaoke was so 'huang jin nian hua'. I take that all back. Awkward moments like coming in at the wrong time, failing to hit that oh-so-high note again, resorting to falsettos to reach those shrilly notes before realising you sound like a duck will lead to a hearty laugh or two are bound to occur and ultimately, those 'special' moments tend to ease the tension or stiff-ness that some people just possess naturally. And it is also so heartening when others are willing to applaud you, to encourage you for your botched or not attempt at a song or two. It is the kind of behavior which reflects human goodness and adds so much to the feel-good factor that karaoke brings. =)
Okay, and i realised it's already wednesday night of the week. omg, please let time stop flying by for once. I DO NOT want to return to the god-forsaken place. It's ironic how Ex Walla was supposed to make me appreciate life in /that place and instead, it has just got me dreading even more about returning. I just know there's probably a million funky things waiting for me.
Till next time!
randomMADNESS
5:45 am;________________________________