2008 has started extremely predictably in that everything i predicted would happen, happened. I had wished that 2008 would prove me wrong because quoting someone important, being 'eternal pessimists' that we both are, I would gladly have something prove me wrong. Wrong, Wrong, Wrong.

Family. Plagued by health problems.

Company affairs have been utterly screwed up. I will drown at this rate. Setbacks after setbacks, taskings after taskings, I don't know how the hell will i ever finish my work. I also don't see how i can avoid a single extra in the month of January. It's coming.

Mostly, and most regretably, I am on the verge of losing something. Something which i took for granted in the past, something that will surely cripple me should the worst happens. I should have taken the initiative time after time but people never learn till they are hit the hardest. Cold brutal reality hit me as i glanced twice, thrice at my phone. The words were simple, emphatic. This wave of emotion shook me up as i struggled to come to grips with what had transpired.

I am truly sorry and i truly hope that i can rewind the facade-y tape that 2008 is. I feel so helpless after learning about the void that now fills my life. This emptiness, this despair i feel, do you feel it too? Will it be too greedy to ask for another chance? Nobody will ever come as close to filling the void that you once occupied. Give me a ring?

4:03 am;

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