Sunday, March 29, 2009
Ok, I deviated abit but I guess I'm back on the right track chugging and steaming ahead.
This is one of those rare times I've invested so much in something so much emotionally. I know that applies to HW and CH too and I guess the previous statement makes it very obvious what it is.
I want nothing more than for everybody to be happy in the end. Although overhyped, I still think the process is the factor that contributes to the outpour of emotion that erupts come the big day. With every passing day and practice, that bank of emotion fills up further. Continue to work hard, you guys have every reason to be proud of yourself.
Anw, I wonder if teenage angst is a real thing. Or is it a facade created to garner attention? Why do some people pass through that phrase without even getting entangled while others get themselves in a mess, struggling helplessly in the sticky webs of angst. Maybe it's because people start to crave for attention and confirmation of their place in society at this age. And if they do not get what they want, they resort to means as such to make people take notice of them. Which is ridiculously childish, isn't it?
Social skills, important? You bet your ass it is. But, so what if you can't? Well, you lose the ability to make friends quickly because you cannot make a deep first impression. Secondly, you lose confidence in yourself because you cannot seem to make friends quickly. Thirdly, you lose confidence in the world because you start feeling that it is a shallow world out there. Which is true in some sense, but I believe we people make things happen. Things don't happen just because you wish for it to happen. Don't keep feeling sorry for yourself, time to hold your chest up high (even if it looks like you grew breasts HAHA) and face the new world.
randomMADNESS
5:51 pm;________________________________